CCAM

🎗 Your heart. CCAM #ablogaday day11

Just being told your child has cancer your entire heart breaks.

Having to kiss your child goodbye as they are wheeled into theatre your entire heart breaks.

Having to hold him down as they try to take blood for the 4th time your entire heart breaks.

Holding a vomit bowl whilst rubbing his back as he throws up after another bunch of poison pumped into him your entire heart breaks.

Noticing his hair on his pillow your entire heart breaks.

Hearing of another child going to play with the angels your entire heart breaks.

Having him look up at you while he enjoys his fave food your heart starts to heal.

Hearing him laugh and seeing him smile your heart starts to heal.

Seeing him run around at home your heart starts to heal.

Hearing him say “I love you mummy” your heart starts to heal.

Cuddling up on sofa watching his fave programme your heart starts to heal.

The consultant saying “good news, scans are all clear!” your heart starts to heal.

Childhood cancer is not rare.

Its never the exact same story for every child. Each child takes a different path, each child’s cancer story has a different ending.

No cancer is the easy one, every one has the same effects, your entire heart breaks, your heart heals.

For some it never does heal but for every parent their heart will never beat the same again…

Daily Life

My 2017 In 100 Words.

2017, i learnt alot & i think i grew alot..

2017 wasn’t really about neuroblastoma, its always there, the side effects are definitely always there but it doesn’t deserve attention, just the side effects we’re always going to have to deal with.

I did pass my driving test for the first time with only 6 faults!

We also gained another family. who i hope we can make memories with in 2018.

Riley started Reception in school & is enjoying learning new things AND! We marked a full year in remission!!

Can you sum up your 2017 in just 100 words? I saw this on https://mrsbrown.me/ blog & thought it would be fun to try. 

#anyonecanblog #100words #2017 #yourturn #forgettingcancer